Moon, oh all the things we’ve been though
Remember how I used to ask the question that start with why
I tried to plant something that refused to grow
And all the time now there’s nothing to show
I’m sorry I’m spillin my guts but I’m selfish and I self loathe
But moon I just really wanna know
Where is the purpose in life between being
young and growning old
Im asking you cause your so old and wise
But youthful and vibrant in disguise
Inspiring innocent thoughts like
The moon followed us home the whole drive, thinkin at 6 that you really like me so you places beauty opon my eyes I wish I appreciated the times
Now my eyes only see the secrets and demise of future times most unaware of humanities crimes some will wake up get on the spiritual grind of growth and some will sit back scared and confused for the final act of this worlds show
But I won’t get into it like that, sorry this was suppose to be a toast
But moon I just thought you should know
Yeah I’m lost in my thoughts
Feeeling cold in the frost
But warm from the rum.
Man maybe I’m numb
A feelin that I came up on
Would use self harm for short shallow calmness
Oh moon how I hope one day that i can over come fears and find something better
I have to one day look opon you and not be bitter
The sad thing is
This time I don’t wish for forget her
I’m actually terrified inside of the day I wake up and forget the look in her eyes love has so many tactics on scaring others
Taking off running petrified
Yelling at you moon
Why oh why
But still this time moon I’m stronger
Calluses opon my heart From past others
Love hurt me again but I guess this time I’ll just shrug my shoulders
how did you come to be so strong moon lifting and drowning the oceans like it’s nothing makin the seasons go around I gotta say moon your really something cause simple altercations in my life send me into tantrums how you literally help this world go round I can phantom
Your just one of the many miracles that makes this planet a home and we really don’t appreciate the many miracles like you cause it’s all we’ve known
If you were to leave the orbit this minute our home would suffer and shatter
But I’m out here talkin like MY existence really matters
So I should apologize to the moon and sky for my drunk rants and tangents that usually start with why
the part that’s embarrassing to admit is that it ends with a good cry
In the crisp night air with the only thing i used to console was the bright moon glow
My thoughts come for blood after midnight
Oh So perfect that’s when you arrive
And some how bring back the light
I know it sounds cheesy I know
I guess all Ive been tryin to say is your there when Im at my lowest and need you most
In the end I guess that’s why I feel we’re so oddly close
So bottoms up to you old friend there’s my toast
- [M.V]
About the Creator
Maria Vasquez
Aquarius sun with Scorpio moon.
“My emotions run deep but you’d never know it “
Instagram- m_vasqezz
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