To people who I admire…
A poetic letter to people I adore(CW- depression, loneliness, trauma..)
Dear people who I admire,
you might not know who I am or maybe you may not remember me at all…
I am an outcast.. and I will always would be..
I know you’re super busy and have amazing lives…
I wish I have like yours for many reasons..
but, sadly, I am not…
mine was chaotic— it’s been like a roller coaster that would not stop, no matter how high or how low it could be…
all day and night…
I tired to be more grateful—but things have not gone well as I was expected…
the reality has turned darker and bleaker…
My thoughts were right about everything…
it spokes me the truth..
you might know that i have been mostly excluded and left out, more than others, by every single one from your community— you might not knowing that if I was existed or not …
I know everyone are much happier when I wasn’t exist even if I was around in person or online…
i do not know if you will ever see me again if the future is turning more bleaker than before…
I have might be forgotten for many reasons…
I know I am not important…
I know it feels like that you‘re all much better off without me even if I haven’t noticed it very well- without a warning…
i hope you all take care…
‘you won’t worried about me anymore…
thank you and…
goodbye…
love,
M.
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Meghan LeVaughn
I'm Meghan. I’m 36. I always love to be creative and using my imagination since I was a little girl. I like stories & love to share my inspirations, journeys, etc.
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Comments (4)
Lovely work from you.
A heartfelt message of feeling like an outcast, longing for a better life, and the struggle to stay positive amidst chaos. Your vulnerability is truly admirable.
Sending big hugs and you are important
Nice job!