To my Orson:
There are so many things I wish to say
And you know why it pains me so not to
Boarding that train was like stepping on shattered glass
Time will tell if it was the right path
To see you hurting, my strong bear, is agonizing
And I know I can't do anything to ease your suffering
Please, know that if your love could have kept me...
Darling, I'd forever be by your side
You know it was not your lips that sent me
You know that I'll always want more
But you have to stop waiting for me
to soon be walking back through that door
Drink a tea for me, I beg of you
Plant a flower in my cup
so that you have something living to take care of
And for God's sake, or at least for my own,
eat some fresh bread and toss the other
You need your strength, my lover
If I were to lose you completely
My life would end just the same
I'm certain there's a reason for this
I'm certain there is purpose for this pain
I'm certain now, I left part of my heart behind
I've been soul-searching and my soul is with yours
I've been lost but it was you I needed to find...
I want to do something I will regret
I want to change my mind
You know I can't do that
You know all that is intertwined
When the stars are bold and bright,
I close my weary eyes and pray for you
When they are dim, I pray even harder
I pray you are safe and more than anything
I pray you are one day happy again
You were happy before me, love
You were a man who danced and sang
I remember, that's how I met you
If I could have married you, I would be the happiest woman alive
Orson, you gave me more than you will ever know
Even if I couldn't give my hand,
I hope I gave you enough to understand
I will always love you no matter the distance
No matter the ocean between us
No matter the weather or the waves or the war
And if you forget what you are fighting for,
you always have me
With love and sorrow,
Iris
About the Creator
Jessi
Writer on the Oregon coast. Lover of nature, poetry, and coffee! I love to write about my travels, lovers + mental health. Thanks for your support! Feel free to browse, share, and comment away. :)
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