To Hear A Werewolfs Cries

ugh, its the man in the moon again;

hes looking me

shining at me

asking me to open up

to shed my skin for him.

but the pain is so unbearable

why do i keep repeating myself

month after month.

and how did i even get this way

i cant remember dreaming that day

i cant remember anything.

i just know that year after year

and month after month

my skin will shed its natural form

my bones will stretch and break and bend

and my heart will be replaced with hair

to make a monster out of me.

i run through the forests sniffing and breathing

i can smell the meat

im carnivorous you see.

i crave it

i taste it

its different for me than you.

its a rush

its a need i cant control.

like a scream inside my head

it suffocates me

it rips me apart

and makes me want to die.

but tomorrow is a brand new day

and i wont remember the dream.

ill live to see another moon

ugh, what is this curse controlling me?