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I walk into my home, with a nervous feeling in my gut. Making my way to my room thoughts overwhelm my mind. I sit down at my desk and take out my phone. I stare at it for a little while try to process what I'm am doing. I open messages and click new message. My fingers are trembling as i begin to type in her name. I type the first two letters and her name pops up with a broken heart next to it. I click her name. Then i start my message. "hey". As my thumb hover's above the send button everything in me is frightened. I run through my head a hunred times, "Should i do it?". Finally, i close my eyey and *click. Message sent. I turn off my phone, set it down on my desk, and pray that i didn't just make the worst mistake of my life. Before i had any time to think, *ding, "Hi". My eyes explode out of my head as i swiftly grab my phone and stare at the message. I see her typing. "What's up?" I'm quickly come up with a responce. "Nothing much. I was wondeirng if you were busy tonight?" I click send with not a signle second thought. I put my phone back on my desk and stare at it. All of my em otions are active at once. Joy, happiness, fear, dread, worry. One minute goes by. Five minutes goes by. Ten minutes goes by. Twenty minutes goes by. Everything seems to be falling apart in my mind. "Did I do something wrong? Should i have said something more casual? Did i just fail my mission?" My mind flood's with diffrent opptions i could have done, when all of a sudden; *Ding! I look down, my face pale as snow. The message read's, "Wake Up..."