The Eye of Existential Storm

I guess one day I died inside

But who’s to say just when it was

A mess I may have tried to hide

My part I play perfectly cause

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I know the way things have to go

For no one Sol can run the show

We cannot stray from how things flow

And so my role is to tempo

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To temper, tame and subjugate

It’s all the same at any rate

Divine delusions, dare I sate

My mask I maim in name of fate

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For I divine this place of mine

Among the stars and caught in time

And with this sign I do align

As I draw bars between the rhyme

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Conjure a cage upon this stage

With words which are immune to age

Bindings made of sadness and rage

Forgive me for turning the page

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For it was not my choice you see

And can’t you tell how hard I tried

No-one escapes their destiny

And once I fell my hands were tied

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I wish they weren’t but what’s it worth

When wishes earnt their share of mirth

Although they do serve to unearth

What does, to you yet seem a dearth

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But I’ve known what I’ve lacked so long

That when I hear death call my name

It sounds to me a lovely song

And not scary as others claim

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In death’s embrace we know our place

No saving face or keeping pace

To peace perhaps people should race

For to forget without a trace

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All of the things that you once knew

Is freedom in its purest form

To me, that sings of something new

The eye of existential storm