Taken over by Anxiety

Numb

Like i am embedded in ice

I can't seek a way out

All around me is black

I feel as if i don't exist

I can sense it getting darker

My heart rate is fast

As if i am falling from the sky

I clench my body awaiting the sudden impact

Everything freezes like i am stuck in time

I now feel the sweat running down my face

I take a breath

Hoping to exhale the Anxiety

I try to speak

Nothing seems to come out

I am now begging myself to get it together

Why can't i be normal for just one day.