Sun Shadows

Stop hugging my memories

Untangle from my sanity

Never thought I’d want you to leave

But now I’m begging you desperately

Little things remind me of you

Most would think that’s really cute

Except you’re not mine nor do I want you

Get out of my head I no longer adore you

We’ve been too many places in this state

You’ve ruined the place where we got engaged

I really need your memory to fade

Or not exist at all

To be honest most aren’t great

Of course we had our moments

But what I remember most is you belittling me like I was the opponent

Yet it was depression and me being bipolar that you were so aggressive over

Will she hold me close tonight or will I be left alone to cry

Nothing but evil in your eyes

I’m in love with the devil but it’s fine

I’m trying to forget her

I’ll be alright

I’m used to the hurt

I just need your sunshine to dim its lights

Dim down your demon eyes

Recognize you’re demonized

Can’t wait until my mind stops relying on you

To stop being careful in the things I do

You’re like a shadow, with me in every move

But I’ll stand in the darkness

So I stop seeing you