Still and always
I'd try to stop thinking about you but the thought brings its own kind of pain
I still think about you
Every. Single. Day.
I would try to stop,
but the sweet familiar sting of pain
lets me know I'm still alive.
My heart cracked open for you.
Something it had not done in years.
It had been locked up and barred,
kept sheltered from constant abuse.
But with a simple hello from you,
a rift was created,
and you slipped inside and filled me.
I hadn't even realized how deadened I'd become,
how empty, lonely, and bleak,
until I suddenly saw the world anew
through eyes colored with shades of love.
Sights I'd seen a thousand times
were wondrous again
because I wanted to share them with you.
Songs I'd listened to with deafened ears
now held new meaning
and I wanted you to hear them with me.
I don't reach out to you
because you told me not to,
but your face still fills my mind.
I still look for you
in places you may be.
I still read our messages and reach,
heart pounding with hope,
when my phone chimes
even though I should know better.
And I still think about you
Every. Single. Day
About the Creator
Kelly Mendoza
As a newly single mother of 2, I've found myself with extra time on my hands . Whether it's fantasy or paranormal , reading and writing has always been an escape for me.
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