it is 4am and instead of sleeping i am wide awake
i fear the thought of sleeping
the darkness frightens me
tonight i am sleeping alone
i cannot do it
i am scared to admit
i fear being alone
i am begging for the presence of another
so i no longer have to be alone in the bed
maybe it all stems from the fear in my head
because i would want him who brings me pain rather than be alone instead
i am so obsessed with making bad decisions
chasing after a boy who never cares for me or even listens
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I want to grow
I want to grow and I’m going to grow. I’m not going to be this version of myself anymore and you won’t know who I become. You won’t talk to her, or be by her side as she goes through life— you won’t know her. Her heart won’t even remember the small moments that’ve clung to it for so long. I’ll watch her embrace a new life that has nothing to do with you, and there won’t be a space waiting like there has been for far too long.
By Aathavi Thanges6 days ago in Psyche
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