I can’t cry.
I don’t want help.
I won’t fuss.
I hurt myself.
You look Good
Good looks Sell
Unanimous agreement
My vote cast in invisible ink
The higher you lift me
The deeper I’ll sink
Are you brave or dull enough
To scale perception’s wall
Does it crumble or contain
The secrets of us all?
Face spectate in mirror
Her gaze a joust of Disdain and Wonder
Their lances lack the aciculae
To make lay of her demons asunder
Poor predilect pearl
Ripped from mother’s shell
scrubbed of her very essence
matte polished perfection
Ready to be torn apart by dogs
She does this to herself daily.
She won’t feel a thing.
Her corset-tight chest a vault
Lined with callous commentaries
Fear of failure lies comfortably
beside the ghosts of unrealized dreams
And a little girl’s wishes
never presented to a lucky star- remain hopeful- so it seems.
She does this to herself.
Proffer your pities elsewhere.
Sweet, Sick Kitten
They wouldn't help you if they could.
Pointing, gawking, pointless talking
her beauty unexpected
paradoxically produced
By force invisibly connected.
Naturally sublime splendor
Embellishment mandation
Judge me Please with eyes tender
Satirical Degradation
A pinch of plebian perfection
A pound of pernicious perdition
Sprinkle just a skosh of scruple
Staid- sedulous on her mission
She does this to herself I say.
Waste not your compassion.
She’s numb to gentle lenities
Charade formed for your fashion
Precariously paramount
Beauty teeters up above
Stripped to snippets of herself
Still seeking truth in love.
About the Creator
C.J. Jaye
Queer, neurodivergent poetess (occasional author of short fiction)...creating magical works from her home office (kitchen table) in upstate New York. Certified riding Instructor, horse and dog lover...Thriving despite mental illness.
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