Set Backs

When life throws you lemons, you make lemonade. When the universe keeps kicking you down, your ride every wave of the storm it sends your way. And that's what I'm doing or so I keep telling myself. I'm utterly broken, a nervous wreak , tired and shaking trying to keep my head above water , hoping not to drown.

When you succeed in one of life's knocks, be prepared for another, for there is no use telling me to keep calm now, or that its going to be okay and that I'm gonna get through it all. Because yes I know all that but right now, right at this moment , this moment of problem after problem were I'm riding this waves I'm tired.

I'm sick of being knocked back wards, I just want these things to go away now, for things to be a little more simple , a little more relaxed, that this knocks don't keep sinking me beneath the waves suffocating me in to a daze of panic, because that's all I feel now is panic and fear.