Save Me.

The nights when I’m all alone

I get so lonely during those times

I stare at the ceiling in silence

Wanting to cry but I just can’t

I toss and turn in mty bed

Unable to sleep at all

Waiting for a better tomorrow to come

I’m not strong as I seem

When I open my eyes in the morning

I feel so tired and sad

The long night has drained me

I keep wondering why I’m still living

But I still get up and move on with my life

By the end of the day, I come back home

I just want to lay in bed and drown in sorrow

The darkness consumes me completely

Until I am left numb and broken

I try to smile through the pain but it hurts

It kills me slowly inside, I’m dying

No one knows about it and I hate it

Pull me out from the depths of the ocean

I’m drowning deeper and deeper

Can’t hear anything else except my gasping breaths for air

Will someone please come save me from myself?