Roller coaster heart

I wish I never looked into your crystal clear eyes.

Maybe I could realize .

Every time I see a Nissan Titan truck.

The image is us fighting fuckkkk

Trying to hold back the tears you made.

But I know better than picking up this blade.

The hurt in my eyes.

The feelings you had were between your thighs.

I was falling for you .

Soul tie has me stuck to you like glue .

I tried to ameliorate the bond being us but that was only lust.

My heart is crying over your sorry ass.

But I still try to pick up the pieces of broken glass.

Shattered beneath my feet .

Why did we have to meet .

You tore down the walls just to play your little game .

It’s not fair it’s lame .

I though we were 50/59.

But now I’m just nothing .

You talk about how I’m worthy of many things but those are lies.

And it stings .

If only you could feel my hurt.

Beneath this bridge of pearsant dirt .

You want me to take you down the road of reminiscing?

No hard feelings or dissing .

When you kissed me for the first time I felt ecstasy high.

When I felt your touch I creamed so much .

When you called me darling,

I melted like butter on a fresh croissant so warming .

When you rock me to sleep from your restlless leg and kiss my forehead.

Caressing me in your bed.

The long conversations on the phone all night long .

30 minute drive to your house .

Talked about being your future spouse and our kids.

But those were just jokes.

Now they’re hurtful skids .

I was really falling in love with you but have me at the door step of you heart .

I thought we needed a fresh start .

But instead it drifted us apart .

How can you can pretend to have a good relationship?

But watch it sink like the Titanic ship?

I guess your true feelings will never get through to me.

But here I am writing mine in poetry .

I’m starting to think something’s wrong with me .

I have a intelligence and beauty .

But maybe I’m not enough because I don’t have a booty ?

You made me feel like I’m eating a funnel cake w/ vanilla Ice cream and strawberries on top .

Now you having my brain ticking ready to pop.

I hate that we had to end like this .

The end of the roller made my heart twist .