Regrets in Time

all im wishing for is for my body to feel before death.

before the time on this earth that i had to pay with all my wealth,

blessed to survive,

although it doesn't mean necessarily alive,

all laughs and smiles..

but i think i might just be in denial

what i wouldn't do to feel me,

to feel so whole yet im so incomplete.

mistakes and regrets from a friendship full of gossip and bullshit,

who knew jealousy could take a being to be so in compete.

i loved her so pure,

yet she was full of raid and torture.

i hope what she wished upon me curses she upon three.

god bless my soul,

you know its only full of love and more.