Season pain

Seasons change,

Just like a mind game,

we have a variety of differences yet were stuck in a loss or gain,

we suffer from losses and pain,

experiences from left to right lane to lane.

one moment its autumn,

another we saw them.

leafs and rakes,

trials and heartbreaks.

betrayal and fall backs,

nickels and quarter sacks.

theres a full bright sun that offers nothing but some wind and rain,

my minds on a setback i think im going insane,

we smile and laugh,

run around with thick thighs and chaff,

As i turn,

sweet little april comes along with nothing to offer but storms and rainbows.

june tags along,

yet i still feel like I dont belong.

Dear august..

the third when i flip my coin and turn.

another age, another number..

yet i feel quite dumber.

By the time my head nods itll be november.

it will not all be over,

theres nothing but pumpkins and trees,

dead flowers and im on my knees,

prayers and a whole lot of we see.

we enter the hikes with nothing but posts on our instagram for our likes,

promoting our business with muthafuckas having zero interest.

december enters and yet im still out of sight... when will the light shine to my right? when will i experience a ray of bright?

sigh.. ill be waiting but as of now i got nothing insight.