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Around the time that I
Began to find the
Core meaning of who I am,
Doubt crept in and
Ended my plans.
Finding myself has been
Grating on my nerves,
Harassing my reserves,
Igniting my unseen fears.
Just the idea of
Kindly getting to know myself is
Like
Mixing oil and water.
Never like having to
Open my heart to myself, like
Putting pain to the notion of
Questioning myself.
Reflecting has been
Something I've hated.
The worst of me comes out
Until I'm
Voraciously overcome
With a familiar sickly
Xanthic feeling. Then,
Yesterday, I was filled with only
Zen.
About the Creator
Jaimie
Amateur writer
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