Ode to Edward Tedward
To the bear that bears the weight for me
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My grandpa took on a search
for the perfect bear when I
was born.
It had to be perfect
enough not to hurt me;
but to absorb my problems
instead of causing any.
He found you, Eddy Teddy.
I chewed off your threaded eyes
with my teeth and now
you can’t see yourself
the way I see you.
Your right arm is yellow.
Your left arm is green.
On the right side of your body
from your neck to your ankle
is red.
On your left, neck to ankle
is blue.
A candy-cane stripe
is sewn down the middle
splitting the colors.
There’s not enough stuffing,
but it makes you softer to hug.
I added a white lace bowtie,
but it's not white anymore.
There are mascaras streaks
on your paws and face
stained from the times
you wiped away my inky
tears.
But at least you can’t see
how blackened your paws became
over the years
of me crying into them.
At least you can’t see how
your color has faded
how your cotton unraveled
exposing your fluffing.
Your insides, your core;
each a silver lining
held my whispers, cries,
and hateful words.
There will never be enough
thank yous
for being my crutch.
There will never be enough
thank yous
for being there,
and for not falling
apart.
It’s my turn to take care
of you since you're too fragile
to hold anymore.
So, from now on,
you'll sit on a pillow
in front of my favorite
books, next to a box
of tissues.
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Ms. Lou Who
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