Oakwood Cemetery
20 November 2015
I imagine this is
What death feels like.
Sitting on the edge of
A graveyard,
Sheltered by trees.
Surrounded by the silent
Wisp of wind rustling
Around tombs,
With the faint hum
Of a highway in the distance.
There are other people
In the graveyard,
But they go in deeper,
They are far away,
They are still alive.
And there are other people
Outside the graveyard,
Carrying out their
Daily activities,
Living on.
I watch them in silence.
I feel nothing but the occasional
Twinge of sadness.
This is all that I am now.
A squirrel crushes the leaves
It leaps in,
And another momentarily displaces
The branches of a tree as
It makes its ascent.
Insects hardly crawl by now,
It is too cold and they have died.
There are two more squirrels.
I hear the scuttle of
Their claws hitting the bark
They chase each other on.
A woman walks by,
Returning home from work.
She has obligations and responsibilities.
She has a future.
A young man passes on his bike,
On his way to campus.
He has obligations and responsibilities,
Most of which he is currently avoiding.
He gets lunch with his friends and skips class.
He has a future.
I listen to the sounds of life and
Silence of death,
It doesn’t seem so quiet.
It is not loud.
It is numb.
I wait.
Listen.
Watch.
But I have no future.
*
Moments like this,
Sitting on the edge of
A graveyard,
Sheltered by trees,
Surrounded by the silent
Wisp of wind rustling
Around tombs,
With the faint hum
Of a highway in the distance,
Are nicer when
Experienced alive.
Death only sounds nice
When it hasn’t been experienced.
Moments in numbness
Outcompete eternities.
Moments in sadness
Are followed by
Moments of joy.
Wait.
About the Creator
Elisabeth Balmon
sometimes I write almond themed poetry
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