Nurture?
the process of caring for and encouraging the growth or development of someone or something
By Joni ÉcritPublished 5 months ago • 1 min read
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my mother sees me
as a friend to gossip with
a little sister to share a wardrobe
a rival for anyone's attention
but never as a daughter
nothing she was responsible for
not a child that needed nurture
not a friend
a sister
a rival
i see my mother
for the friend she never got to be
the big sister she was
a broken woman with too much rage for one
brewing beneath the striped sweater
she borrowed from me
years ago
my mother sees me
how she wishes me to be
how she wishes she could be
how she could've been
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It's like she's living vicariously through you. It's so sad that she couldn’t live how she wanted to.