November Nostalgia

Escape is my only savior at the moment

I pile up the ashes of my own doing

I would've started long ago, had I known it

The pleasure of cold air and coffee brewing

My mental is wispy like the flakes

I am not as strong as I seem

I'm the master of clutz, the queen of mistakes

Being seduced by the violet beams

I seek peace among the chaotic ground

Please tell me there's another place we go

That He's listening when no one's around

All the swirling galaxies left to glow

I don't want to be the victim

But I just miss you so damn much

I'm so thankful you've reunited with him

Redeemed in heaven your earthly love

It's hard to be sound on my own

I'm not as cool headed as I seem

I feel a child when I'm full grown

Like I wasn't ready for the adult lean

I want to believe in the shimmer of hope

In the beauty and contagious laughs

Sometimes it's all better left unknown

So, we can focus on what we have

Love Always,

Chayle