New Home
Does it look like home?
The sound of the house
is not right
flies buzzin’, cars keep runnin’
under my windows
loud conversations late at night
I’m closed in my own world
built from boxes, bags, bric-à-brac suitcases
containin’ my whole life
for a reduced price
My head is busy, headaches every day
they leave me on the edge
of madness and soundness
with impossibility
of breaking down
Is it good or bad?
So many things to take care of
Where is the place for
my usual free thinkin’?
Now it’s locked in a new reality
Startin’ anew –
is it good?
Every time it’s the same:
it begins with a hurricane in my head
inability to eat, vomittin’ the whole world
cleanin’ someone’s dirt and skippin’ mine
Do I have time for it?
Who’s goin’ to take care of me?
Girl, woman, nobody
Left alone to rot
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July 2021
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