I'm MESSED up!
Not the same
I Don't know who I became
Feel like I'm INSANE!
Don't want to complain
I F*CKED up, F*CKED my life up
Need SOMEONE to know, Thought I'd write it down
See what comes out
Maybe I can FIGURE it out where I went WRONG
I think I tried in LIFE but gave too much out
From my INSIDE called my HEART, but people tore that APART
I NUMBED my pain with drugs and drink,
but many time from that I SHOULD have wound up dead
Woke up, didn't know where I WAS, or who HE was
I started to HATE MYSELF
Tried to overdose, wanted to be COMATOSE, HA! HA!
Didn't do that RIGHT, K what is going on?
Seek some HELP, tried the HELP LINE, called so many times!
I LOST myself, but I memorized every line they said,
But How the F*CK was I FINE?
Can't you HELP me? Give me ADVICE?
NO we can't do that, only set you up with necessities you need for life.
I can't AFFORD help, that's why I'm calling you
OK so that BLEW up, I tried to HELP myself but still went WRONG
I JUST THOUGHT I SHOULD WRITE IT DOWN
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