Mother
Mother I've left for the circus.
mother, I’ve left for the circus.
mother, I won’t be home
when supper is ready, the sound
of the cow bell, the porch light left on.
mother, I won’t be back
to tend to the garden.
I won’t collect the eggs from the hens.
mother, I will not be home again.
mother, I’ve left with with the circus.
mother, I’ve lost my thumbs.
mother, I’ve burned my bridges.
when the circus calls, one must come.
I spend my days sweating in trapeze tents.
I sit with the lions and tickle their gums.
I don’t have favorites but if I did,
the sharp-teethed, they’d be the ones.
mother, I feel best in the lamp light.
mother, I’m best outside the drawers.
mother, I’m best amongst the bearded ladies,
camp fires, clowns, and whores.
curl a palm around bent faces
feel lives beating inside drums
steady as a ship through night,
hands pulled my pocket, said, come.
mother, I’ve run off with the circus.
mother, I’m not coming home.
mother, I’ll rest my head on train cars.
not to worry, I’m not alone.
About the Creator
Jen Parkhill “JP”
Jen Parkhill “JP”, a first generation Cuban-American artist and proud member of the LGBTQIA+ community. Cat dad, writer, filmmaker, actor, friend, and graduate of the Tisch School of the Arts, NYU.
Hurling through time.
@jenparkhill
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