Loving you

Loving you is so hard

because I can't be with you.

I want to hold you so close. So badly.

I want to feel your touch.

I want to smell your skin again.

I loved the feeling I would get when I was near you.

Laying close to you after making love.

Listening to your heart race after I satisfied you.

Loving you is so hard.

I miss your smile.

Your laugh. The taste of your kiss.

I loved when we would lay awake talking for hours at a time.

I dream of you each night.

Loving you is so hard

because I can't have you now.

I miss the way you would tease me.

The way you would tell me I'm beautiful.

I loved the way you would look into my eyes.

I loved when you would tell me you admire my loyalty.

Loving you is so hard

because I can't hold you now.

I need you so badly.

Loving you is so difficult.