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Letters to Juud

letter eleven

By Maj ForbesPublished 6 months ago 1 min read

uncomfortable hospital gowns

a foreign location away from home

doctors watching you 24/7 like clockwork

seems like i’m a broken clock because they keep

trying to screw my broken pieces back into me

with new meds for problems i didn’t know i had.

at nineteen, i experienced a crisis

brain fogged over with nightmares

filled with enemies hunting me down

bipolar 1 with psychosis tendencies

they slapped me with the label at nineteen

still can’t believe that i’m just a label now.

did i really go crazy?

did this really happen to me?

why did this happen to me?

all these questions and no answers

wishing i was home in my bed instead of here

i just want to sleep

let me sleep.

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Maj Forbes

🧚🏽 maj/ange. she/they. sagittarius sun, aquarius moon, & leo ascendant. 21 🧚🏽

"those that don't got it, can't show it. those that got it, can't hide it." - Zora Neale Hurston

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