never expected you to go next
regret becoming my best friend
as i collapse onto my knees
and grieve the loss of you.
thought tomorrow would come again
but it never came. now i’m stuck dealing with
these mixed emotions. now i’m stuck dealing with
my traumatized brain that never shuts up.
now i’m stuck here wishing for a different outcome
but we know that we can’t turn back time.
wish you thought this through
wish you said more
wish we never failed you.
now i’m stuck here wishing that it was me instead
damn i wish i had your courage to go through with a plan
this wasn’t the plan. now i’m stuck here by myself
wishing to see you one more time
can you see me in my dreams?
About the Creator
Maj Forbes
🧚🏽 maj/ange. she/they. sagittarius sun, aquarius moon, & leo ascendant. 21 🧚🏽
"those that don't got it, can't show it. those that got it, can't hide it." - Zora Neale Hurston
Business email: [email protected]
Enjoyed the story? Support the Creator.
Subscribe for free to receive all their stories in your feed. You could also pledge your support or give them a one-off tip, letting them know you appreciate their work.
Keep reading
More stories from Maj Forbes and writers in Poets and other communities.
I want to grow
I want to grow and I’m going to grow. I’m not going to be this version of myself anymore and you won’t know who I become. You won’t talk to her, or be by her side as she goes through life— you won’t know her. Her heart won’t even remember the small moments that’ve clung to it for so long. I’ll watch her embrace a new life that has nothing to do with you, and there won’t be a space waiting like there has been for far too long.
By Aathavi Thanges7 days ago in Psyche
Comments (1)
Sending you lots of love and hugs 🥺❤️