Lesbian Confusion

What is it like,

To be a transgender woman,

Yet attracted to females?

I feel the same confusion now

As I did back then.

Realizing I was a female,

Felt like tearing myself to shreds.

Now I feel the same way,

With realizing I find women hot.

Throughout my whole life,

I’ve rarely dreamed,

Of dating men,

Having a boyfriend,

Being married to a husband.

Instead I frequently dreamed,

Of dating women,

While also being female.

This confusion I have,

Of being a lesbian transgender woman,

Will it go away?

Only time will tell.