Keep Grinding

Should I keep working under such stressful conditions?

I cannot help but wonder and dream about different positions.

A job is a job, right?

Working day in and day out, with all my might!

Sneaking in early and leaving late.

Will this always be my fate?

I just want to be great at what I do and to be efficient.

Energy and mental strength... I always feel deficient.

Haven't seen my family days.

Walking in the door, head in a haze.

Don't get me wrong, I'm grateful for the job.

It's just next to impossible right now and all I want to do is sob.

I just keep telling myself... things are going to get better,

because right now this job feels like a heavy chain or fetter.