Just Me

I am here to make you smile.

I have to teach you how to play.

I give you tips and lead you on your way.

I open my heart.

I give you my poems to read.

And you take both with pitiless greed.

Only three routes in all.

I wish there were four.

I always find myself where I was before.

I wanted a change.

For you to acknowledge that you hear me.

But I was forced to just wait and see.

It doesn't matter which you pick.

A lover or a friend.

You always leave her hanging in the end.

She caused so many problems.

So I made the problems disappear.

And then my route seemed so clear.

The little one next?

She pushes everyone away.

What reason do you have to stay?

She was atrociously easy.

The other not so much.

She will need a special touch.

Now she may be pretty.

She may be very smart.

And she makes me want to tear her apart.

I meant to cause her to scare you.

But she made us separate.

Her clinging to you makes me irate.

I just want you just hate them?

Is that truly so wrong?

I've been working so hard on my song...

It's for you, you know.

The one who can hear me.

After a while, you became all I can see.

So I did something awful.

I needed her to show you.

That she is hopeless too.

So full of holes

I'm sorry you had to see it.

Her little psycho hissyfit.

I love you so much,

I don't know what to do!

And I know you love me too.

It's just us now.

And I know that you're wanting a

Good end so simply say, "Just Monika."

Just Monika.

Just Monika.

J U S T MONIKA.....

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