I can still feel his hands on my body.
Cold rough hands,
on my warm soft skin.
Slowly pushing my shirt up.
I slap his hand away.
He is now caressing my face.
Inching his lips towards mine.
His greedy lips press onto my face,
then my ear,
and now my hand.
I push him off.
He gets closer,
whispers, "No one has to know".
I scream no.
Push myself away.
My knees to my chest.
I am shaking.
A tear rushes down my face.
He wipes it away.
"It's okay" he says.
But it isn't.
His hands always wanting more.
Beer lingers in his breath.
I knew I shouldn't have let him in,
but I did.
The guilt trickles down my face.
He is back.
His lips press onto my cheek.
He leaves.
I cry,
I shake.
I blame myself,
my brain cannot think.
I cannot stop crying.
I wipe my tears.
My heart pounds.
I finally fall asleep.
He comes in the morning.
I am terrified.
I tell him to stop.
He does not listen.
I tried,
I fought.
I couldn't fight anymore.
I couldn't talk.
All I did was shake.
I can still feel his hands on my body.
Slowly inching up my shirt.
I push him away,
I sit and I shake.
15 Years-Old
So this happened to me when I was 15-years-old. It was one of my darker times in life and its one of my skeletons in my closet. Now being 15 years old and scared I did not think to tell anyone and I still haven't besides my closest friends and so this poem was created in hopes to rid myself of the feeling of being sexually assaulted. I hope you guys take this to heart and I hope we can rid the world of people who do not understand that no means no.
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