Is Love Like the Snow?
Inspired by "A Sign of Affection"
“Is love like the snow? Does it arrive silently, with no fanfare? Will it fall from the cloudy skies above and color the world in its hue?” - A Sign of Affection, Yuki Itose E1 11:27
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Is love like the snow?
Never before had I given it such a thought
that something as everlasting as love
could be compared to the brief life of a falling flake.
From its birth it is unique -
fingerprinted in rain,
drowned in chill,
and cast down from a darkening horizon.
Might love also arrive like this?
Unique in it's form, created by tears -
cast out by fears.
But then that cold, wet thing falls
down, down, down
and there is no straight path for where it may land,
for wind and waves and hands may come
to pluck, pull or push it off course
but nevertheless it still comes
to blanket the world in its soft, white hues.
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Yet, I know love as something more coarse - imperfect,
a mockery of the soft, delicate thing I wish it was.
Like sand it sits
piled up on the banks of a never-slowing river,
one among millions like it
all seemingly smoothed and rounded,
but upon closer inspection invite
a comparison to that of lumped coal -
or a cancerous growth.
It sticks to you, rain or shine
worming its way between your toes, your clothes
eroding surfaces over time in a painfully slow waltz
that we think we can decipher with a slant of glass.
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Perhaps it is not so tiny and insignificant as my mind protests -
maybe it is a miracle launched into the tides of time and tales
outlasting the silk-drenched and armor-clad,
the restless toilers and wandering navigators.
Every so often the sun, moon and planets align,
to cast shadow, shape, and memory back onto the earth.
Cycles of cosmic events both known and unknown
unfolding before our eyes, twisting into shapes
we recognize from legends old.
Love is in these stories far more often than madness
or the desperate prayers of the faithful against the tides of war,
but what does that say about the priceless worth of love?
If it is written in stone - everlasting,
then what makes it special?
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Then, by association, love is as ancient as madness,
and one may argue this makes them interchangeable
leading us to believe in the damned and the divine
as nothing more than opposite sides of a coin
and just as eternal as those spectacular displays
of space, time and human ingenuity
crashing together in a planned dance.
This I can agree, as I have never felt closer to madness
than when I was in love.
I can still achingly recall the nights
shedding myself of thought and emotion
if only to escape it briefly -
before I let love's touch hurt me again
or let my mind turn against itself.
Love, like madness, is a poison
ever fueled by fickle promises
and bought with gifts to ease those doubts
of wondering whether this grey cloud is rain or ice
and if it should be defined so strictly.
Love is this - cold, eternal, unrelenting,
and yet I keep letting it in.
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Back to those snowflakes my thoughts take me;
to that agonizing question:
Is love like the snow?
Whether or not I am ready to answer,
I can amuse the thought that each love in of itself
is unique and special just like every masterpiece that falls,
and that perhaps in my time of imperfect floods
of coarse sand and crushing boulders
that there was something to appreciate in each instance,
regardless of the lack of gentleness to which I was fed
this precipitous emotion called love.
Is love like the snow?
Maybe for us, one day
it shall be.
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[ If you read only the BOLD text, you will receive this: ]
Is love like the snow?
Never before had I given it such a thought
but nevertheless it still comes
Yet, I know love as something more coarse - imperfect,
a mockery of the soft, delicate thing I wish it was.
Perhaps it is not so tiny and insignificant as my mind protests -
maybe it is a miracle launched into the tides of time and tales
Love is in these stories far more often than madness
or the desperate prayers of the faithful against the tides of war,
Then, by association, love is as ancient as madness,
and one may argue this makes them interchangeable
This I can agree, as I have never felt closer to madness
than when I was in love.
Love, like madness, is a poison
and yet I keep letting it in.
Is love like the snow?
Is love like the snow?
Maybe for us, one day,
It shall be.
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Comments (5)
Absolutely brilliant.
What a beautiful connection to snow and love.
“I have never felt closer to madness than when I was in love.” That is a quotable line if I’ve ever seen one! Great work, can’t wait to see more!
Brilliant, bold, and beautiful this was amazing!!!
This was beautiful, Amanda.