Irony Of Individualism
And The Importance Of Individuation
I disconnected from everyone
even friends I held dear
It was a strange time in my life
but my safety was priority
when motives were unclear
*
An old friend
resurfaced into my life
when I needed an
authentic connection
*
He helped remove me
from a situation similar
to the reason why
I disconnected
*
He supported me through it
and helped me breathe
through the mountains
I enjoyed his tender heart
and meaningful conversation
*
I apologized
for falling off the map
but he said
he never took it personally
because he knew that
I was going through a lot
and he gets it
*
He shared he recently
had to do the same thing
but with others
we once called
friends
*
He said it was hard
to connect with them
That they were inconsiderate
of his time and feelings
Which made him miss me more
because we always had
good conversations
He always felt heard,
cared for, and respected
*
He told me the story of why
and I listened
*
He got into character
Switching between
his own voice and
the vocal fry
and baby talk
voice boxes of
our once friends
*
"Your voice impressions are on point."
*
"She talks like a baby."
"I think it's a developmental thing
but that's another story."
*
"Well some people never grow up."
*
"That's so true."
"I mean in comparison she has a baby voice
and you have a grown-ass woman voice."
*
A laugh broke through my smirk,
"Somewhere between ghetto girl
and grown-ass woman.”
“I am both."
*
I blamed the dichotomy in my life
Growing up in the ghetto
but going to private school
Growing up a Buddhist
in a Catholic family
Growing up a criminal
then walking
the straight and narrow
Growing up in Palmdale
then moving to Santa Barbara
*
"But that's what I like about talking to you.”
“You have had more than one life experience,
and can look at life in different perspectives.”
“That's hard to find."
*
"I think that's why I like talking to you too."
"Most people get stuck in their own bubble of life,
and can't think for themselves beyond
what they've always known or been told.”
“That's when dogmatism and hatred of 'the other' sets in,
and you can't have an authentic conversation
based in understanding with that."
*
His eyes lit up
with deep understanding
"Groupthink!”
“I have seen how it has affected
myself and others in my life too…."
*
He told me how that's shown up in his life
Being a part of social justice groups
that ended up making feel a hatred
towards all white people
instead of using the fueled anger
to take action against the system of oppression
Being a part of groups
that made him feel accepted
but only if he thought
and acted a certain way
*
How it all made him feel
accepted in the group
and alienated from himself
at the same time
*
I told him how I've seen it throughout my life
How I've lived it in my own experiences
and how I transcended it through
individuating myself from others
*
"Ironically
most people in individualistic societies are not individuated,
while those in communal societies
often have right of passage ceremonies
that are crucial for individuating."
"They celebrate you for who you are
as an individual in the community,
instead of our society that forces you
to adapt who you are to fit the community."
*
We spoke about the dangers
of groupthink
and the longing to belong
that makes it so dangerous
when you never were
encouraged to know, love,
and develop who YOU ARE
*
Individuation is key
to thinking for yourself
and allowing yourself
to be a part of the group
as a whole human
instead of becoming
a cog in the machine of the group
*
That way you can be celebrated
for all aspects of who you are
with your classy, grown, ghetto ass
About the Creator
Sarah Jane
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