Individualist Teenage Machine
Formerly rejected from my college’s literary magazine when I was a freshman 6 years ago
Individualist teenage machine
I've got holes in my face full of wires and things,
Let me be who I am
And against what I'm not
Even though it's really the Establishment controlling my train of thought.
Look at me,
I've got ink stains on my skin
I'm so goddamned unhappy in this sack of bones I'm in,
Let me rebel
And post that I'm going to hell
Because I want everyone to know that I'm different and refuse to follow the Man
But I'm crying inside,
What a sham I am,
I can't even commit to my own beliefs.
So I drink away the pain,
And get high to stimulate my brain
Just for some sense of relief.
Individualist teenage machine,
I don't want to die alone
But what is left for me?
I want to be loved for my scars and bruises
But I don't need their goddamn approval
To tell me how to live my life,
I want to be free,
But I can't do that if I want someone to love me
I am so different in this world of gray,
Alone at night,
And carbon copy by day
We're all the same,
Just making a name
For this generation of Establishment kids.
Individualist teenage machine
I don't know who I am
I don't know what I mean.
About the Creator
Karlie Steadman
Hello friends! I’m Kar, and I’m 25 years old currently residing in Delaware. Welcome to the workings of my mind and healing of my inner child. Perhaps you can relate while I’m on my journey to self discovery✨
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