IN SLUMBER

Is it just deja vu

Or I'm I just a creature of habit

I'm I cursed to always give

Forever falling ,never fallen for

Is all I think and want simply for slumber?

Are all the signs something I create

I know I misread, misinterprete

I overthink, overexpect

But so does everyone!

And they still get to live their dreams

But here I am questioning mine...

Here I am drawing out my thoughts

Here I am fighting my worlds war...

Iced and glued in the same loop...

Running through a story too fictional

You do so much to me, I crave it

But so little for me, I hate it

I should probably end this

But I don't

I know I can't

You're what I dream, what I scream

You're what I want

Not what leave...

Not in life and never in slumber...