I wonder what it’d be like
To live without a heart
I often wish mine gone
On the days it’s ripped apart
I detest this love I have
A true curse it is to care
What has my heart ever done
Other than bring forth despair
My heart has bled a thousand times
And yet it just won’t quit
I love and love and love some more
Although my heart is split
The pain is never ending
A constant ache within my chest
I just can’t help but wonder
How things would be without this pest
I’m sure they’d be much better
Imagine all that I could do
A heartless person is a lucky person
I’m sure that this is true
If I didn’t have a heart...
I’d have everything my way
I’d not care for whom I hurt
If it meant I would succeed
I’d put a child’s face in dirt
I’d rob banks and take the money
I’d lie and cheat and steal
It wouldn’t matter if I were hated
After all, I couldn’t feel
I’d be head of a large corporation
Treating my employees like crap
I’d then buy a fancy car
And park where it said “handicap”
I could be a politician
Lie some more to get to the top
Then I’d use tax payer money
To treat myself to a well earned shop
I’d succeed, I’d thrive, I’d prosper
Put myself first everyday
No person in the world
Would ever get in my way
If I didn’t have a heart...
I’d never know the pain
Of losing someone dear to me
I’d not know what it is like
To cry so hard that I can’t see
I’d never have to stare
In the mirror with tear filled eyes
I’d never clench my teeth
Whilst attempting not to cry
My forearm would be bare
Not a single line in sight
I’d never touch a blade
And my arm would just stay white
The nightmares would surely stop
As would the guilt, regret, and shame
I’d never have to worry
About perpetual self-blame
Never would I feel
The emptiness I feel right now
Wishing so hard to be better
But just not knowing how
If I didn’t have a heart...
I’d sit alone in my office
I’d have no real friends
I’d be that colleague no one liked
And so I’d spend and spend
I’d hope that cash would buy
Some form of happiness
And sure I’d have a house
But love I’d not possess
I’d eat my fancy dinner
Thinking all was great until
I’d look across the restaurant
Notice a father pay the bill
I’d see his wife stand at his side
Their three young children too
As I watched them leave together
I’d soon start feeling blue
I’d think of all I had
My fancy cars, expensive art
And yet deep down I know I’d be
Nothing without my heart
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