Time goes by slowly now
It's such a long way back
Trying to build my life
From the bottom up
Friends offer words of
Encouragement
Advice
Hope
It does keep me from going over the edge
But it has no actual effect on reality
And if I stay clear enough
For long enough
I will be able to do it on my own
Like I have so many times before
My dilemma is not that I will
Never be able to again
Or that I cannot do it on my own
The dilemma is
Now that I found him
I no longer want to do it alone
There isn't enough space
To express what it felt like
To be with someone so in sync
To have someone who could practically
Read my mind
I wish I had been ready
I wish I had been stronger
I wish I had my partner back
About the Creator
Natalie Felix
I am an old soul with many stories in my head...from many lifetimes. Some are true. Some less so.
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