I remember the first time i broke a bone
I remember it was the day before mother's day
I remember missing our flight because i was at the hospital.
I remember the last time i saw my cousin
I remember i told him i was a hacker
I don't know why but he looks up to them, i wanted him to look up to me.
I remember when my neighbor tried to drown me
I've always wished i would forget that, but i guess my mind doesn't want to.
I remember the last time i tried to kill myself
I remember telling my best friend
I remember her crying in the bathroom stalls.
I thought i had forgotten the last time i saw my sister smile
but
I remember that it was new years and she wanted my dad to smile
so i guess i don't actually remember her smiling for real.
I remember leaving Venezuela
I remember leaving my key hidden in the bushes for when I go back
I don't remember the last time I went back.
I remember smoking in the bathroom of my art camp
I remember crying, knowing I will never return to that art camp
I remember all my friends going back.
I remember my first panic attack
I remember using my inhaler
I remember it not working.
I wish i didn't remember the last time i had a panic attack;
i wish i never suffered from panic attacks.
I remember the first one
I remember how good it felt thinking it was going to be my last
I remember it not.
I remember getting my first credit card
I remember how big i felt when my dad told me he trusted me
I remember breaking his trust.
I remember eating pop tarts next to a bonfire
I remember swimming in a 12° lake.
I remember getting my braces
I remember breaking them just so i could see the cute receptionist every week
I remember my dad telling me we couldn't afford to do that
I remember getting them removed.
I remember failing my first driver's test
I remember going to my best friends house and crying because it was the first test I ever failed
I remember acing the second one.
I remember my first kiss
My first heartbreak
and i hope i will remember my first love.
I can't remember people's faces
but i know i can't forget their voice
I remember the day I forgot my own voice.
i remember getting it back.
i remember feeling that Victoria wasn't my name
neither was vicky, vic nor vico
those names don't have faces
they don't even have a voice.
i remember finding my name
oh, wait,
i don't.
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