I Miss You

This day is different for me

Its value is true, but its hard to swallow

Just not being able to tell you I love you hurts

Even though I know, you already know

I struggle with the anger and pain

the rage that seethes in my soul

even though I know Im not alone

it doesn't mean that I feel whole

I have not quite yet jumped the hurtle of acceptance

I haven't fully grasped that your gone

and that's what makes this day so hard

Which makes this day a harsh reality

I don't know when the dust will settle or maybe it wont

all I know is that I love you and miss you

I know you're keeping an eye on me

And I hope you have all the peace you deserve

Even though today all I feel is pain there is Joy

because I can always remember the great times we had

The hugs, kisses, and the sound of you singing

I love you, I love you, baby I love you.

Happy Mothers Day Mom