I miss what we never had

Mother nature embraces me again a tender kiss on the cheek. I find myself once again underneath the shadow of her wings. For who could comprehend a mind such as my own? I am caught between what is and what will never be. I look at the human heart and the human eyes. I see what they say and do not say. I think about the state of our happiness, I think about what I could have done to keep you by my side. Scenarios replay in the corners of my mind like a cassette tape. I speak my heart to Mother nature because she is the only one who seems to understand. The water it rushes by, the rocks that it cascades down, their sharp edges remind me of the bitterness that you held. The prickle of your words when you said goodbye. And now here I am soaking in the bitterness in which you left me with. Farewell, farewell to the love that I thought we could have.