I’m hooked

The Devils Drug.

Your bones would ache in pain, you felt like you were hit by a bus,

but actually more like a train.

All you can think about is that hit, that hit to make you normal again, that is what happens after the amazing enticing high you get when you start with your first hit and fly.

Your depression goes away, you feel happy and not grey, it makes you lovely, it changes your attitude and personality, and you feel like a different person and untouchable.

You were high on this drug, but when it gets a hold of you, you’re a slave to it, a zombie, and you feel like your caged in it. You beg it for forgiveness and for it to take away your pain.

In the end it takes over your soul again, and again, it no longer longs for your attention and your pain, it has gotten you hooked! Your life is over before it began, before you know it you have run, fast like a beat of the drum.

You’re hooked! What I thought, that was helping my pain, was actually the devil hidden in the darkness of all rains! Living amongst us again, and again.

You’re hooked! That smile you once had that brightened up everybody’s day, has gone so far away.

You’re hooked! The friends and family who once had trust in you, you have lost.

You’re hooked! The morals you once held up high and were so proud of, now have gone.

You’re hooked! The body, mind and soul you once had and cherished, are now a distance memory and forever weaken away at your energy.

You’re hooked! That bubbly person you once knew has run dry from being too high.

You’re hooked! The feelings of love and affection have withered away and all you can do is hope, and pray.

You’re hooked! Your pride, your

honesty and truth, are now filled with lies and deceit. You’re hooked! You trade your living body for an empty grave to fill.

You’re hooked! Except you have lost, and now you’re found, again you’re hooked. Move on and try not to take another look, let's start a new story for a new book!