I Didn't Want To Love You

You were like a whirlwind,

gusting through my life,

you came on strong,

you came on fast,

making me believe that this euphoria could last.

I praised the good lord,

as the storm blew me away,

drowning me in passion,

striking me down with intensity,

loving me like I was the only temptation.

I didn't want to love you,

no, I didn't want to cry,

didn't want to feel that pain escaping from my eyes.

I didn't want to need you,

No, I never wanted my heart to break,

all your broken promises made it shatter,

how could you be such a mistake.

I didn't want to hurt,

so bad that it felt like I would die,

I didn't want my world to crumble,

just because you said goodbye.

I gave you my heart,

I gave you my soul,

now I'm left with something,

that's not quite whole.

All you left behind,

was clear skies and a warm breeze,

what did I expect to find,

in the after math of a shattered soul.

Where's the anger,

where's the hate,

why do I keep wishing,

that you'll come back someday.