Home is nebulous
Multifaceted. Unformed. Everywhere. Nowhere. A mirage in the desert, shifting, close then achingly far.
Sometimes I feel like a stranger in the land.
Foreign. Outsider. Unwanted. Unknown.
I have no roots, and it is not a romantic notion, it is the ugliness of isolation and the pain of desertion.
I am a cliché; I am surrounded by people and so remarkably alone. Wallflower on the edge, wildflower in a field of roses. I am a cliché and I am a thing that I hate.
Adrift, free, trapped. Homeless.
Homeless inside the four walls I have lived in for years now, my creature comforts don’t comfort the creature I’ve become.
I am a creature, yet I am not a bear in a trap. I have wings; better than that, I have a car and I can go, run seek
And find; the smile of my mother, a kiss from my dog, the laugh of my father and I am loved, seen, known again.
Home.
Home is a cramped hotel room on a family trip. Loud, small, safe.
Home is a bottle of wine shared with friends, and the drunkenness of exhaustion.
Home is a song in the car where I don’t know whether to scream or cry.
Home is an unexpected gift, that whispers I see you, I see you
Home is tea and a blanket and a book that envelops me
Home is a man with a thousand masks, changing and constant, always in reach, if I try.
Home is so many things, and I think how
lucky,
favored,
blessed
I am.
To be a wanderer with a thousand homes.
About the Creator
Chloë J.
Probably not as funny as I think I am
Insta @chloe_j_writes
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Man, this is cool🖤
It is amazing how much a “shout-out” by the Vocal Gods can do for you. Saw that poem and had to check out your other work. Beautifully done!