History Remembers You
a spoken word piece for my mother
Mom.
You should paint again.
You should write again.
Somewhere along the way,
your voice was smashed almost
into oblivion underneath callous hands
that didn’t know how to cherish
you like you deserved.
And, kneeling, you picked up
and cradled those shards of yourself
in your arms while you cradled us.
And pieces of you fell along your
journey forward trudging into the future
to give us the best life possible.
I’m sure you longed to have those pieces
back but you left them behind
so that you had more time to work,
more time to give us things you
thought we should have, not caring
that while our smiles brightened yours
dimmed, the watts carefully drained
to power the brilliance of our dreams
instead of yours.
*
You packed away your creativity
—that once brought you such joy—
like clothes haphazardly thrown in a suitcase
then stuffed in a closet to be forgotten.
Like treasured photographs accidentally
left behind in a move,
this part of you became lost,
and I hear how decades later
you still mourn it sometimes in a quiet voice
during sleepy nights when you think
no one is listening.
But I’m listening, connected by crackling
phone states and states away
and connected by the shared
blood pumping through our hearts,
I’m listening.
*
Mom, we are older now,
we are gone like sand in the wind
wherever destiny takes us.
You taught us how to strive for the stars,
built our staircase throughout the galaxy
to do so, and now it's time for us to reach
a hand back and bring you here too to
sit like a goddess on the crescent moon,
lounging in a universe that is fully yours.
*
It’s time.
You should paint again.
You should write again.
Draw in brilliant yellows,
color plucked straight from dreams
of the shirt worn by your mother’s warm hugs.
Paint in your favorite hue, red decorating
canvas like autumn leaves.
Create blue like alchemy, magicked
from the oceans visited time
and time again and the sky
that has watched over you since birth.
Laugh over beloved cocker spaniel
tracking paint accidentally throughout
the house while you chase him with outrage,
anger waning as a warm memory replaces it.
*
An unlauded laureate divining words
straight from your heart, syllables
gently wrapping around each other
to form the perfect stanza, allow
recognition to envelope you.
The thesaurus hiding in your brain
begs to be released, to spin tales
and messages that will be passed
down for generations.
Summon the strength of the hymns and
stories our ancestors sang on slave ships
as they were stolen from their homes.
Rise.
Rise like the sea,
like the sun,
and like buoyant air.
By birthright you are a poet,
the pen ordained you as so.
Reclaim the creativity that life drained from you
without care and without remorse.
Stand triumphantly anew like phoenix song,
reborn and baptized by your own growth,
paintbrush and pen in hand.
History remembers you
even though it does not yet know you.
*
Hear this:
I want you to be happy.
I want you to smile so wide that your cheeks hurt.
I want you to create things for yourself
again like you selflessly created life.
Dance without care for who is looking,
breathless with laughter.
Spin unabashedly in the rain, wet hair
plastered to your face but not
quite hiding your happiness.
Shine so brightly that everyone
can’t help but to stand in awe
of your brilliance and the beauty of your joy.
Mom, I must confess, I want you to live again.
About the Creator
R.C. Taylor
I write to invoke, to process, to honor, to resurrect, and—sometimes—to grieve but, above all, I write to be free.
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Lovely! What a beautiful tribute and poem for your mother. I hope she does paint again. Hearted and subscribed.