here I am

Here I am

Right in front of you

I am sitting here

envisioning the tears rolling down my face

I am sitting here feeling

like the man of steel 's

Fists are tightening

around my throat

...here I am.....

A punch to my heart

Every time I walk

into the door

How could it be

Of what once used to be

everything to me

Can you live without me?

Can I live without you?

Is it right or is it wrong?

That I so desperately want to go

That So desperately want to stay

It hurts

I am fine

I am alive

Just walking bundle of

A blender of emotions

...Here I am......

Which way is right

I am lost on the Way

In this sea dread

No one cares

No one sees

what I am seeing of me

This world is too much

This is too hard

I don’t wanna break your heart

Somedays its okay

Somedays….

I believe it’s going to be okay

My mouth is open

Is shouting and screaming

But somehow

I am unheard and unseen

My mouth full of cement

And there is no way out

...Here I am.....

I Am drowning

I am drowning

It is downpouring

I can’t let go