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First big heartbreak (part 3)

By SalAmaNdeRPublished 4 months ago 1 min read
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I spent 30+ hours drawing her name for her birthday... Also, it's important to remember the difference between thoughts and actions. Writing all this down helped me face what happened. and I was finally able to sleep again...

Hate

My heart just imploded

A vast abyss now takes it's place

I don't think I deserve THIS...

Just want to go there and smash her face.

I gave my love to her

And she put my heart on a spike.

Held it up high, above her head

Wish that Bitch would fucking die.

She thinks she's innocent.

My reprocussions with no cause.

If she felt half the shit I felt

She'd have fucking killed herself.

She can be such a selfish little ****.

It sickens me.

I puke out her words...

She never meant a single vowel.

I aughta choke her with my fucking towel

She spent two months in the arms of another

How could I be so blind?

Fucking ***** a horny *****

Tried to use me

ONE.

MORE.

TIME.

She never deserved the love I gave

I never deserved to be treated this way.

I should just BURN the fucking cardboard name of hers...

It seems to make her happy...

I see it as nothing more than a trophy.

An abstract drawing

Of the heart she took from me.

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I'm not usually one for censoring myself... but looking back on it now... there was really just too much... hate. (even for me)

ya know?

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About the Creator

SalAmaNdeR

Hello : ,

I'm just hoping to find a place to share my thoughts and feelings... Even the darker ones...

Maybe even get some feedback/constructive criticism.

It'd also be pretty awesome if I was able to reach a few people.

I'd like that : ,

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