I'm really hard to love some days.
That isn't very easy for me to say.
My poor heart is hard to manage.
My pain turned into damaged bits of sadness.
I drown myself in insecurities.
I need to be drenched in security.
My mind is a terrible place to be in.
I try and tell my brain not to spin.
I’m hard to love and that’s not easy to say.
I’m broken and damaged in every single way.
I find solace in my words.
I just want to feel heard.
Every human desires to be loved.
I feel like I’m with an angel sent from up above.
If only my brain didn’t play dangerous tricks.
I wish there was a way that I could be fixed.
My heart is torn up and worn out thin.
My brain is full of woes and sin.
I’m hard to love and I know it too.
It’s not easy to swallow, spit or chew.
I destroy everything I touch.
No matter what I seem to self destruct.
I wish things could be easier for my poor damaged heart.
Sometimes I wish I could just have my brain restart.
I’m hard to love and I know it too.
I wonder if things will begin to change soon.
Chloe Rose Violet
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You’re not broken. You don’t need fixing. You need compassion and love which you will receive when the time comes. Keep on writing and pushing forward. I hope you’re okay. This piece is spectacular but so heartbreaking. Well-done.
I resonated so deeply with this poem! I just loved it so much!
Felt every line, sorry it's hard for you! This was a great emotionally deep poem, very sad, but written so well!