Even After

Why are you still on my mind?

I thought after all this time

Your thoughts would just disappear

But I don’t know why it’s still intact.

I have tried so many different ways

To just forget it all

And I do succeed but just for a while

Then it all just comes crashing down.

Why can I forget you?

You seem to be stuck like a glue

Not wanting to get out of my head

Even after all this time has past.

You are my past, not my present

So I should really forget you

But it’s not really in my power

And it’s not what I want either.

I always wanted to know you

Getting to know every little thing about you

And with that your feelings about me

But it all just seems like a fantasy now.

You seriously were a fantasy

Something I could never get

I kept trying and trying

But still couldn’t express anything.

Even after all this time

My heart is still stuck back there

Where we both always seemed to find each other

Trying to hold together and not letting go.