Emotional kaleidoscope of poetry

~Make Me Yours~

Love me like I love your voice

Hold me like you hold my heart

Hurt me in all the good ways

Take me like I take in your air

And kiss me like you do in all of my dreams

~Untitled~

I was supposed to take myself on a picnic

But I couldn’t find it in myself

to be kind to me

To do something I wanted

Because I was too afraid of what my brain would say

The instant me and it were alone

~Holding~

I held the rose

Close to my chest

And despite the pain

I looked desperately

Into your cold eyes

And said thank you

•to the boy who’s love did nothing but make me bleed•

~Gutted~

The night your fingers

Gutted my insides

You gutted my soul

You pulled out my heart

You pulled out my trust for you

And you ripped out all of the dreams

I’d ever had stuck

Behind my heavy chest

~Today~

Is one of the numb days

The kind of day where all I feel

Is how hard it is

To pull air into my chest

I miss when I felt alive

But that was so long ago

I can barely remember

Maybe this is better

I mean feeling nothing is better

Then sobbing into your own pillow

Wishing someone would hold you

I guess I’d rather feel nothing

Instead of how I feel most days

Unlovable