Ember's Glow
Healing after an abusive relationship
Dawn is yet beyond my reach
And under cotton reams I lie
Awake
I dare not sleep.
For my mind is hither and yon
Tangled in reams of dreams.
Dreams that lived
or yet be seen.
Dreams that dared kiss my lips,
But refuse to speak.
Yet as I lie-
As I start to dream,
There is a trembling warmth from my bosom
Buried deep.
There ‘neath the rusted soot
And rotten logs
Is a forgotten hearth;
There,
Planted like a seed
A single ember glows.
Though its light is dim
And miniscule with warmth;
Do not snuff
My ember’s glow.
For when I dream
A dream that lived or yet be seen
I feel the ember’s glow
begin to breathe!
Its breath a yawn reaching through.
Its fingers like feathers
wiping away the webs
From the depths of my unknown.
Please
Don’t snuff my ember’s glow.
Either yawn
Or a peaceful sigh
Let it awaken what I’ve kept inside
Hold fast my dear
With the moon in your eyes
And my name upon your lips.
Hold fast my dear,
And let this ember’s glow
Blind the night!
And bleach the bricks
Of my forgotten hearth
A spectacular gold!
Let it blossom-
My little ember's glow-
Into a glorious blaze
Until it softens its clay
And blisters its cracks
with sunlight.
Fill me with a galaxy of stars!
Let them soar across my fingertips
Through every song,
And every kiss.
Until my hearth becomes the home
I’ve sorely missed.
But the ember is an infant
With tender ears to press
Against my breast
In hopes it, too,
Shall grow
There is one thing
I ask you though;
Do not snuff
My ember's glow.
About the Creator
Rae Janney
A Behavioral Neuroscience major with a passion for writing. My predominant writing style is surreal poetry, and most of my pieces touch upon mental health- TW included. My goal with my writing to end the stigma of mental illness.
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